It's 1 in the morning and there's plenty of other things I should be doing instead of writing this useless post but I have a habit of procrastinating. Don't we all? I don't know why I find the need to share this but there has never been an opportunity where I can let out these thoughts to someone. Lately, I honestly feel like I've changed a lot. I'm not too sure if it's for the better or worse but most likely the latter. One obvious change is my tolerance level. I cannot deal with any bullshit without blatantly telling a person about it just to let off steam or quite often now, just telling the person that pissed me off to go fuck himself, figuratively. Maybe back then I have better control at holding back my harsh words but now, not anymore. What's worse is that I don't feel bad after doing it. Is that what tends to happen as you get older? I'm just worried I might somehow cause damage one way or another. 

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