It has been awhile. I have lost interest in blogging. I don't know why. It makes me sad. I have nothing to share without boring myself or lashing out at a certain someone. I feel so pathetic. I'm tired almost all of the time. I don't do the things I used to do. I'm trying to but it's taking up a lot of effort so I end up not doing it at all. In simple terms, I think I lost myself along the way. Before I fall asleep, I'll recall of the things I did in the day and just hate myself. Like I haven't already. I hate for letting myself end up this way over what now seems like a really small matter. On a lighter note, I rediscovered a playlist I love and it made me feel all cheery inside now it's just a reminder of how I failed myself: here.
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